Sounds Fishy To Me

I have this thing for fish.

Big fish. Little fish.
Red fish. Blue fish.
But mostly Goldfish.
So it shouldn't be a suprise to you that when my sister and I went on a mysterious trip to Wal-mart we decided to buy some fish.
I picked out a couple, a neon yellow one and a black and white striped one.
Soon I realized that the bowl we had was much too large for only 2 fish, so we went on an adventure.
After leaving Wal-mart we drove right over to Petsmart where we found 3 other fish, guppies to be exact, and bought them and to keep them from getting lonesome in that GIANORMUS bowl we had waiting for them, we bought them a clothes line, complete with polka-dotted underwear!!
We still had some errands to run so we went to Macey's and instead of letting them boil in the car we took them inside and they got a fancy ride in the cart. Quite an exciting life for some fish don't you think?
(awful pictures, I know)
Finally we made it home, put the fish in the GIANORMUS bowl we had awaiting them and named them all. I like them :)

Twinsie

SOOOOOO yesterday was the day my Best friend, my twinsie, the peanut butter princess turned a whole 17 years old. *gasp* crazy right?
Can you guess what we did to celebrate her birthday?
I'll give you a hint. It involves waking up at 3:30 in the morning, waffles and lots and lots of bobby pins.
Give up yet? WEEEEEELLL we kidnapped her! 'twas quite exciting! I know this post is a day late but I had to give a shout out to my bestie :)
pst... if she was a witch she would be of age. Weird right? Too bad both of us missed our hogwarts letters. Darn!
Sooooo despite kidnapping her in the wee hours of the morning she still managed to look absolutely GORGEOUS! Like always.
I'm hoping she had a pretty great birthday, despite getting very little sleep.
Love ya Twinsie!!

Blah Blah Blah

Talking and talking but nothing is said.
Wishing, missing, trying too hard.
I get to the point that words aren't enough.
The things I want to say.
the ideas in my mind, are useless.
And what isn't said, is really too much.

Words.
They come out and hang in midair.
Wasted, empty words.
Space fillers.
An attempt to fill a silence that is just too much to bear.
Words that fail miserably, making things awkward.
Words that make us shift in our seats, pull at our clothes.

Silence comes.
A painful hollow silence.
An endless emptiness that so many before tried and failed to fill.
A silence that eats at us from the inside out
until we can bear it no longer.
Words stumble out, tripping, falling on our ears.
Words that sometimes make no sense.
So we laugh.

Realizing the silence is broken,
Hoping it will never return,
Knowing it is impossible to avoid.

Days will come full of silence.
Silence that will also pass.

Imagination

I close my eyes.
The darkness comes.
Then slowly, it changes, shifting
Making me see.
Color surrounds me.
Blues, reds, yellows, greens,
floating around me
slowly creating shapes.
Familiar, recognizable.
Trees, water, sand.
My ears fill with sound.
Russel of the wind through the leaves on the trees,
water splashing on the rocks in the distance.
I smell salt, the smell of the ocean.
It feels so real.
An enviorment all inside my mind.
Peace I've found here.
Calmness engulfs me.
The relief, the security of my own mind

I feel it fading so quickly.
The smell is gone.
My ears feel muffled as the sounds begin to fade.
I use these last seconds to take it all in.
Who knows when I'll return here?

The colors begin to blend.
The shapes unrecognizable.
The darkness returns.
Black.
I am alone.
I open my eyes.
Reality.
The few brief moments I spent there,
the memory is all I have to calm me,
to take me back.
All I have is my imagination.

Beginnings

I hate beginnings. Beginning of the school year. Beginning of the day. The start of a song where its just instrumental, then you sing at the wrong time. I hate all those things. BUT mostly I hate the beginning of writing. Like right now, I continue typing even though I realize I'm probably going to erase this and write something new at least 4 times. Well I kinda already have at least twice. SOOOO basically ignore this entire post. It's mostly a space filler. Because once I get started I won't stop. I can promise you that. ANYWAYS.... sorry this is boring.... I'm gonna give you some funny pictures now.

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